Wednesday, April 21, 2010

5

Look! new chapter! http://bessluck.dreamwidth.org/

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Tuesday

So I was right about switching to everyother week. Be patient, I have something neat planned.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

things

Hi ya'll.
I am so happy with this chapter. I took two weeks to write it, which was really nonstressful. I'm going to see what happens, but there's a good chance that I'm going to switch to an every other weekly posting schedual.
I would love to hear from all of you.

stay beautiful,
         Bessie

Portraits of S.A.F.E. Agents Part Four

    S.A.F.E. Agents generally don’t have much family, at least not ones they speak too. S.A.F.E. Agents don’t keep friends or lovers that feel they need to know what’s really going on, which tends to result in little serious socialization or fraternization outside the ranks.
    It’s a job that eats the rest of your life, like a horde of starving orphans at a strip-mall buffet. S.A.F.E. agents go mad at alarming rates. Few retire, even fewer quit. Most of them just die. It takes a certain kind of crazy to be S.A.F.E.
    At S.A.F.E. you have to accept things, impossible things, and you have to do it quick. Their lives are thriller/mystery, sci-fi/fantasy epics, that somedays follow plots uncomfortably close to romantic comedy formula. If it wasn’t a cliche, Edith would say they live the impossible. It's still true, she just doesn’t say it.
    S.A.F.E. Agents have to accept people, with all their eccentricities, and the asking and telling that leads to well functioning, united teams, where the word team is cross-referenced with the word family.
    Above all S.A.F.E. Agents have to accept not knowing, sometimes caused by secrets, and sometimes because no one knows. Edith runs the place and she still isn’t absolutely sure what the letters stand for. Truth is only ever relative anyway, so what does it matter.

    Edith wonders how a classified add would read. WANTED: Creative people who like solving problems. Pays great, but long hours. Preferably speaks several languages, and is good with computers. Martial Arts or Occult skills a plus.
    If they don’t have nightmares before they join up, there’s plenty of inspiration.
    Why wouldn’t someone want to be a part of this?

    Why did she become a part of this again? Dunno. Edith won’t let herself become aware of the answer, thinking about those times, along those lines won’t help anybody. (Because Merit asked, and there wasn’t anything else. Not the best way to make a major life decision, but it worked. For all she moans, S.A.F.E. is her meaning, and she wouldn’t have it any other way. Most days.)
    Edith never intended to save the world. In her formative years she expected to be quite normal. She didn’t know what she would do, but leading what frequently feels like a troop of paramilitary middle schoolers wasn’t on the list.

    S.A.F.E. draws from the world’s top inteligence agencies, and the criminal underground. Some are recruited, some are enlisted. “Brilliance and Madness.” That’s what Edith had been told to look for. “Brilliance and Madness,” Merit had said. She could hear the capital letters in his voice. “Brilliance and Madness. It’s amazing how commonly those two traits run together, my dear.”
    She had sighed and gone on with her day, writing it off as his typical babble, anything to fill the silence, but now it’s something to live by when she has no other guide lines.
    The application form was among the many documents to be corrupted in Merit’s crusade against ticky boxes. While she’s all for self-determination, and creating one’s own identity, no progress is made by changing the question NAME into “What do you call yourself?” Simplicity, please.
    She settles down to her revising, revisiting memories of clear cut cases, with obvious actions to take, evil to defeat, and not a scrap of paper work in sight. Those were the days, she thinks, with the hazy rose tinted perspective of someone removed from what actually happened by a new reality that is both immensely tedious, immensely necessary, and immensely boring.
    But hey, someone has to do it.

    Oliver leads the interrogation not because he’s good at it, though that’s true, but because the others suck. Too soft or too hard in turn, in a game balancing compassion with results. Oliver excels by principally being his charming self. He talks to Sheena, flirting a little, asking question after question.    
    She is coy, evasive, and doesn’t let any information slip from her lips.
    Piper sits on the counter, knees pulled up to his chin. There is easily ignorable protocol about always having two people in the room with a prisoner, but Piper sees things that others miss. It’s how he’s not exactly psychic, but has killer instincts, and a disparate way of seeing things, as though he’s standing on the ceiling, not the floor. He’ll say something every now and then, taking a more abstract road towards the truth.
    “You should let me go,” Sheena says, with a demanding smile. “He’ll come for me, and he’ll destroy you. Burn you right up, because he needs me, chose me, could have had anyone, but chose me. My Lord is true, and strong, and will come for me. Come here and burn you all to ashes.”
    “That doesn’t sound so bad,” Oliver drawls. It’s a bit of a bluff. He’s not suicidal, but would rather confront this creature then sit around doing nothing.
    “Your 'lord' is powerful, right?” Oliver asks.
    “More then you could ever imagine,” she retorts.
    “I sort of doubt that.” He’s seen a lot of strange things, and a lot of false gods enslaving gullible New Age lemmings.
    “My Lord is stronger the combined armies from every war gone by, stronger then gravity.”
    “If he’s so powerful, what does he need you for?” Piper asks, and when she says, “He loves me,” he doesn’t buy it for one minute.
    Oliver asks, “Did he say so, or is it something you just know?”
    She cackles. “Does it matter?”
    “Yes,” Piper answers for them both.
    She does not give up their location, but she does admit to their crimes. She had orchestrated Armando's death, cutting off the arms of another “expendable,” and attaching them to the horrified, still breathing man. His body gone in exchange for her master regaining a solid form. “He is like finely cut crystals,” Sheena brags. “Like expensive jewelry. He shines, taking in light, reflecting and burning, casting rainbows.”
    Her continued use of imagery is boring Oliver to tears. He interrupts her rapture. “So, you won’t tell us where you’re operating out of?”
    “No. I won’t.”
    “Fine.” He stands up, and walks to lean out the door. “Cleo, Viv, you’re on sap watching duty for a minute. Piper, we need to go talk. About important decision making things.”
    Piper nods, and gets to his feet. As Oliver passes the girls he instructs them not to talk to her, then considers it, and swaps the previous instructions, saying, “You know what, I don’t care. Why don’t you, like, debate the relative merits of crustaceans, or high heels, or whatever. Be your regular, charming, combative selves.”

    S.A.F.E. Agents are just as ridiculous as the world they journey in. Otherwise they’d break too often, and absolutely nothing would get done. Shortly after Ed joined up there had been a hard old black ops military man who they had liaised with on a job later named with stunning accuracy the "Dolphin-Quarterback Killer Case". He latter described the experience of working with a S.A.F.E. team as “The most frustrating week of my life. They just don’t stop talking. It’s despicable. They talk, and talk, but they don’t make any sense. The things I do understand--it’s appalling. That is not proper behavior for people in their position.”
    To which Merit, their future fearless leader said, “And we were the ones that get let out to play! Just imagine the discipline cases!”
    The military stopped calling them after that.

    Cleo and Vivienne settle into the space. Cleo sprawls, while Viv stands in the middle of the room and leers Sheena. “I like it when he lets us spend time with prisoners.”
    “Down girl.” Cleo teases.
    Viv shrugs with her whole body, discarding a layer of tension, leaving her poised and dangerous. “I wonder what they’re talking about.”
    Cleo furrows her brow. “He’s being strange.”
    “It’s Oliver,” Viv reminders her. “Strange is his normal.”
    “Stranger than...” Cleo starts, before sighing, “I give up.”
    “That sounds like a good idea.”
    “Yeah.”
    It is uncomfortably quiet. Sheena coughs. Vivienne glares at her. Coughing is not appropriate prisoner behavior. Cleo taps a speeding rhythm against her leg.
    “Stop that,” Vivienne orders.
    “You stop it.”
    “Stop what?”
    “Stop telling me what to do.”
    “Stop being annoying.”
    Sheena sighs. “Would you both just cut it out.”
    They both turn to her. “You don’t get to tell anyone what to do,” Cleo says, Vivienne interrupts her, “Shut up, or else.”
    “Or else what.”
    “Or else I’ll...” Vivienne trails off. She has been asked not to threaten people anymore, and past experiences have shown Oliver doesn’t care who started it.
    “Or else she’ll cut your hair,” Cleo provides.
    The word, “Really?” falls from both Vivienne and Sheena’s mouths.
    “Really, really,” Cleo says. “Or maybe, possibly. I don’t know if we actually have any scissors.”
    “I had a knife!” Sheena brags.
    “Not anymore,” Vivienne says, “And it doesn’t matter, because I’m not cutting anyone or anything.”
    “Wow, way to crush my dreams,” Cleo pouts.
    “Shut up,” Vivienne answers, squashing the conversation thoroughly. More silence falls, a heavy precipitation coating the room, freezing them in place, listless and discontent.
    Cleo breaks free. “Hey! Where’s your top secret underground base?”
    Sheena scoffs. “If won’t tell the attractive gentlemen, why would I tell you?”
    “You think they’re attractive?” Cleo asks, shocked. “I mean, they’re sweet, but...I dunno.”
    “I understand,” Vivienne says. “On a general level. Oliver is rather tall, and appealing in a wholesome, strong, blond, American way, that I don’t actually find appealing. It isn’t confusing why other people like him. It’s just that we’ve spent too much time with the pair of them, and know how they’re gross and peculiar like all people, and they have the added distinction of making choices that make my life more complicated, and are prone to telling jokes that aren’t actually that funny.”
    “And Ollie used to date Mouse,” Cleo offers a reminder.
    “Exactly,” Vivienne confirms.
    “What I don’t get is why she would be noticing,” Cleo says, gesturing to Sheena. “If I was her I’d have higher priorities.”
    “It’s because she’s in love with an old amorphous Almighty. It may be powerful, but it doesn’t have any nice warm flesh.”
    “You were listening?” Sheena asks, unsure whether she should be indignant or not.
    “There’s a camera,” Cleo remarks, pointing at the device, which isn’t hidden at all.
    “Oh,” Sheena says, choosing mildly miffed as the correct emotion to display.
    “I think it’s creepy too,” Cleo says.
    “Incredibly creepy,” Vivienne agrees, a rare alignment. “For example, right this second we’re in here talking about boys, and other side of the wall Alec is watching.” She smiles seductively at the camera and whispers, “Hi Aleczander.”
    There’s a crash from the other room, and the S.A.F.E. girls start laughing while Sheena retains her gloss of haughty and disgusted. It is a relief when Oliver walks back into the room, Piper his smaller, darker shadow.
    Oliver slams his hands against the table, looks Sheena right in the eye, and says, “Tell us where your allies are, or we’re going to kill you.”

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

ABSENT

There is NO STORY this week because I am sick, and have too much homework.
Many apologies.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Question / Update

Does any one listen to the soudtrack song while their reading the new chapter? That is how I intend it to work. However, unless someone really likes this, I think I am going to stop, because it is a surprising amount of work.
I would really love some constructive criticsims, if anyone has time.
Writing this much isn't really hard, but getting it put together is hard. I have to thank Clair and Emma for being excellent editors/souding boards.
Also, I've found that reading this on blogger isn't super easy, so from here on out we're cross posting to dreamwidth!  Yeah!
HERE
I am almost positive that this is the halfway point for the first arc. I plan to do a longer authors note, about my process and etc. when the arc is done.

Stay Beautiful,
Bessie

Things Always Happen Part 3

Some would call It a villain. That would be the logical thing to do. However, scholars of history are told not to judge the past by modern values. That what seems barbaric now was ordinary then, or in some cases even merciful compared to other behaviors in a given time. It is old, older then history, older then dirt, older then the stars. Only now It is here, in this time, leaving a trail of bodies. Is It a villain, simply for doing what it has always done? Are they monsters, for wanting to stop it, when it has no intentions to fight them?
“They do not matter,” It said, voice rasping.
“If they find us, they will attempt to take us from you,” she says.
“This does not matter,” It repeats.
“Lord, please, let us kill them,” she begs.
“If that will bring you pleasure. It makes no difference to me.”
“Thank you Lord,” Sheena says. It isn’t the violence she longs for, it is the safety. Nothing may take her from her lord. The investigators must be destroyed.

The representatives of Safety and Freedom Enterprises have spent the last several days visiting the homes of all the cult members. They found three more bodies, burnt the same way Hoyt and Armando had been, the surroundings untouched. Alec still doesn’t know what killed them, consuming the body, rotting and burning with such intensity, while leaving the furniture mostly intact. More intriguingly, the other residences are deserted, empty and stripped of all information. It’s this dead end that’s led them back to the beginning, the warehouse where they found the remains of the four armed man.
The body has been disposed of, cremated professionally this time, and passed through local law enforcement to Armando’s next of kin. Cover stories were issued all around, a hapless group of friends caught in a completely innocent fire.
Nothing to do, not time to go home, it’s a brief lull before an onslaught of insanity. They don’t know what’s on its way, but it’s always something, and it doesn’t help to worry.

It loves having form again. An unnecessary affection, some would say a hindering vanity, but It appreciates form. Ages had It longed for one. When that bumbling conjurer, Hoyt had brought It across the planes, he had done so in the simplest terms. It had arrived as energy, hardly more then an idea.
At first It had believed Hoyt to be a man of power, worthy of lauding for at last letting It free. The rites of liberation were very old, so old that It had believed them lost. Then along came Hoyt. It quickly learned that He was nothing more then a two bit hack, leading worse clods with less ambition. Hoyt was a charlatan who expected favors for his luck, but instead had earned a swift, painful death.
With Hoyt gone It came to Sheena. Pretty, silly Sheena. After killing Hoyt It had visited all of his brood, burning up all those who would disobey It. The unfaithful culled, and the drones in place, It needed someone to be Its voice. Pretty, silly Sheena. It whispered plans to her: abduction, amputation, the correct way to perform human sacrifice. She took to the way of life, so well, learning to be cruel, and beautiful, like magic. It was Sheena who put the vessel in place, additional limbs and all, ready for Its taking. Now it wavers, shaped in a crystal body.
Sheena drives to their old haunt, her Lord had informed her of it’s new infestation. She smiles, there is no one to see it. The foolish investigators didn’t even try to hide. She’ll waltz right in, riddle them with bullets, and get on with being the consort to the once and future god of earth.

*babeeb*babeeb*babeeb* goes the automated machine.
“The sensor at the gate went off, we’ve got incoming,” Cleo says. She pulls up the camera feed. She zooms in the picture, focusing in, and heightening the resolution. Facial identifiers make her Sheena Johns, one of the cult members who had gone missing. Cleo shouts, “Hey! It’s the chick who had the really dumb polystyrene flowers!”
Oliver coughs up a laugh. “Alright people, let’s be ready.” They hurry around franticly preparing for a few minutes, before freezing in planned positions. The uninvited visitor is at the unlocked door.
The knob is wriggling. It must be stuck, or she’s even not even as bright as they thought, and then BANG a shot is fired through the lock, and she kicks her way in.
“Hello? Anyone home?” Her voice is rattling.
Vivienne takes aim, and sends a tranquilizer dart whizzing towards the intruder. Six inches from her skin it stops, and clatters to the ground.
“My Lord won’t let you touch me,” she says, “So come out, wherever you are. Let’s get this over with.”
Oliver crashes into her from behind, sending her sprawling, the gun flying from her hand. She gets to her feet first, and sends him smashing into the wall. Alec throws himself at her, smiling as she pins him to the floor. She’s reaching for a knife holstered around her leg, but he has a knife too, and it’s quickly flipped from along his wrist, into his hand, to against her throat.
She freezes. “You wouldn’t.”
“You don’t know that.”
“Of course I do. You’re one of the good guys.”
“Not so much...”
Oliver interrupts. “She’s right. We need answers, not another corpse.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever,” Aleczander sing songs. “Now dear, I’m going to cuff you, and you aren’t going to move. Got it?”
“Yeah,” she says. He reaches down to take the restraints from his back pocket, and she lowers her hand down her thigh, and as fast as lightning palms her blade. Sheena moves stab him, but Alec avoids it, inadvertently letting her free. She cuts up again, but he’s faster, blood appearing in a slick line along her shoulder. She shouts, and cuts into his side.
He gasps, and concentrates on the click clack of high heels on cement. Sheena takes a boot to the head, and is suddenly still.
Alec rolls away from his opponent, and sees Vivienne’s cold stare. This wasn’t close to their original plan, but he thought it worked out alright. The French woman obviously disagrees.
“You never were good for anything other then a distraction,” she says, then storms outside.

There’s a rush after that. Piper follows Viv to open air. She hates blood, and needs to be talked down from a predictable rage. Oliver picks himself up, and ties up the prisoner. Cleo gets out the first aid kit. Aleczander lies very still on the cool floor, taking deep breaths.
“Hey, you’re going to be fine,” Cleo tells him.
“I know,” he says.
She laughs a little, even though it’s not that funny. Oliver has Sheena trussed up good, tied a chair, and stripped of her remaining weapons. He looks to the door, but getting Alec taken care of is priority.
“Do you think it needs stitches?” He asks.
Cleo wipes away the blood, examining the wound. She shrugs. “Damn it Ollie, I’m a geek, not a doctor.”
“If Kas was here, I’d ask her, but since she’s not...” Oliver trails off, conveying that they’ll just have to make do. Kasih Alles, S.A.F.E.’s resident physician had opted to extend her stay in Haiti past when the others had jetted off to quietly tidy up a bit of pre-Olympics espionage that had gotten out of hand.
Cleo considers the cut a moment longer. “I don’t think so. I mean, he’ll be fine without them, and as the options are our poor work, or braving foreign urgent care, I’d say leave it be.”
Oliver gets close enough to see for himself, and scrunches up his face. “Alec, you’ve got a thought about this? It is your body.”
“I would like painkillers,” he says. “Now.”
“You heard the man,” Ollie says. “Wrap it up, and then drug the poor bastard.”
“Will do, Sir,” Cleo nods.
Oliver goes outside, and leans against the wall, next to Piper.
“I’m going to call Edith,” Oliver tells his friend. “Check in, let her know that Alec got hurt.”
“That’s one call she won’t like.”
“Still it’s not cause of anything she’s responsible for.”
“Yeah,” Pip agrees. “Remind her of that, alright?”
Ollie nods. “Is Viv going to be good?”
Piper is momentarily confused. “Of course. When isn’t she?”
Oliver doesn’t know.

Talking to Kas normally makes Edith feel better because Kasih is a doctor, and can fix things. So when Kas’s number pops up Edith is pleased, hoping for good news, instead of what had come previously. That hope is killed pretty damn quickly.
“I’m not coming back,” Kas says.
“No.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“You can’t. We need you. We’d be dead ten times over without you.”
“I’m needed here too,” Kasih reasons. “It’s not impressive but it’s people.”
“Are we not people?” Edith asks pleadingly.
“You are. Good people. But the job is saving the world, not helping people. I can’t do that anymore, after everything.”
Edith goes silent, not knowing what to say, before choosing, “You couldn’t have saved them.”
“No,” Kas admits, “But someone could have.”
“Kas...”
“I need time to heal. You find a new M.D. It won’t be a challenge, doctors love to save the world.”
“Only it won’t be you.”
“It won’t, but if I came back now I wouldn’t be me either, not really, not as I should be. I’ll call, I’ll write, and when things get more sorted out here, barring some new disaster maybe I could come home.”
“That would be very, very good. We’re a bit of a disaster right now.”
“Yeah, we really are,” Kas says before she is must get back to the her duties.
“If it keeps on going like this there’ll be no one left,” Edith says to herself. She wishes she had never answered the phone. It wouldn’t have changed the overall circumstances, but she wouldn’t have had to known for another day. Ignorance as bliss, because her life is an unwinnable bingo card of cliches.